I’m sorry…
I’m sorry I’m a horrible girlfriend.
I’m sorry I’m a horrible daughter.
I’m sorry I’m a horrible sister.
I’m sorry I’m a horrible friend.
I’m sorry I’m a horrible person point blank.
I’m sorry I’m angry.
I’m sorry I’m depressed.
I’m sorry I hurt myself to feel better.
I’m sorry I’m a fuck up as a human being.
I’m sorry that you only love me when I’m medicated.
I’m sorry I can’t be what you want.
I’m sorry I cry so much.
I’m sorry I’m not smart.
I’m sorry I’m not beautiful.
I’m sorry I’m not thin.
I’m sorry that you deserve so much better.
I’m sorry I hate myself.
I’m sorry that I can’t do anything right.
I’m sorry that I have to take medications to be ‘Normal’
I’m sorry that I hurt you as much as I do.
I’m sorry I don’t mean to.
I’m sorry that no one likes the real, non medicated me.
I’m sorry I hit you that one time.
I’m sorry that I screamed at you that one time.
I’m sorry that I’ll never be normal.
I’m sorry that I don’t know what I did wrong.
I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…
I’m taking my medication again now.
I’ll be better again soon.
Do you still love me?